BEFORE YOU ENTER
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HAVE YOU PLAYED GHOST TRICK?
Presenting my love, my light, my soul
Ahem.. how do i explain this?..
First! music to listen to while you read this!you may wanna open this in a new tab
How it started?
Quite simple actually! it started when a youtuber called 'sl2softener' started to stream a game called 'ghost trick: phantom detective', at first i was skeptical - i wasn't really much of a puzzle game person. I liked watching people play them but never like.. actually played them myself you see?Despite me watching a whole PUYO STREAMER at the time, but anyways; it took just 1 video for me to get hooked - i already predicted that i'd fall for the main character -
However, unbeknowst to me - it wasn't Sissel i feel in love with - but Yomiel. It's a long story but basically, Sissel was the cat all along.
so Sissel is now my son, but what about Yomiel?
it took a long while, more like a week or so if i remember correctly, of straight confusion. but sooner or later i figured it out. and boy did it hit hard;
it started off slow and steady - there was a phase where everyone was offput by him simply because of his past, everyone except me of course- sure he had his flaws but who doesn't. soon it ramped up, and now we've been dating for roughly 2 years [though the my love app says 3..I love him for him - not just his charming good looks. but how sly he can be - even him teasing the inspector had my heart just leaping out of it's socket! [calling Cabanela a 'good boy' and what not - goodness me i didn't know he could be so ... mischevious so we say!] hehe.
3/3/21
while i don't remember the exact date - and still don't - this day signifies the moment our relationship was official. No i don't have proof of this date at all or if it's the right date at all - but, it feels right to me at least. Yomiel was better at remembering dates then me, but i'll get better at it just for him :]
I've always wanted to tie the knot, but something in my heart tells me that I can't , that it's too soon and i must wait. but also, the idea of permanancy scares me - given how i've fallen for others in the past [and also in the present] but ... no matter who i'd crush on , those feelings would eventually pass - and my feelings for Yomiel would grow ever stronger and i'd think about marriage even more!
I've asked other selfshippers/fictolovers if 3 years was too long to tie the knot - and the responses i got comforted me - one said that some couples date for 5 years before marriage, and another said that it takes time.. whenever I [or we should i say] are ready. that soothed my mind at least for that time - as i sort of pushed that question to the back of my mind.i should say - loving Yomiel is like first nature to me , it's like a default setting you can't just turn off. this is how i opperate and function - there's no BD without yomiel, there's no Yomiel without BD. I know this love is real because (to be honest) i do get jealous seeing him shipped with other characters, but I would never harass anyone who did so - it's not in my nature and it wouldn't do any good regardless.
*disclaimer - unseen here where the time where i used an OC [was a sona- Dia] instead of BD for selfshipping with him. I'm not putting those here as she's no longer affiliated with him-and doesn't represent me as a person. I am BD Omeko, not Dia.also this art should be from newest to oldest- you can tell it's old because i used to have a visible screen , now it's a black tablet
ghost trick is one of those games where there's no voice acting and you gotta read - so here's what i think Yomiel's voice would sound like.
not sure if he has the new york/boston accent in this one but he doesn't have one to me
[he tries NOT to sound like a newyorker though if that makes any sense] hehei honestly really love how he's portrayed here - not to sound like a teen girl [i am one] but his voice sounds really hot in this dub hurhurhur.
Okiroash [aka shao] is one of my favorite yomiel artist - am i biased because they're a mutual of mine ? oh definitley no doubt about it. but honestly i really love how they draw him , he 's so dorky n cute it makes me giggle every time i see them post!
Shao's art is also just really good in general if you ever follow them tell em i sent ya hehe!
Kamil-a's yomiels are top tier simply because he reminds me of spaghetti . and how he's personified is really goofy i luvs it
wingmen
SHOUT OUT TO MY G CABANELA - yes he will offciate my ghost trick wedding whenever that happens - everyone from that world is invited because i dont want anyone left behind- even the weird park guardian he can come too!this also goes out to my friends who encourage my yom posting , thank you for letting me be cringe on main
this was orignally posted in the fictolove server - but since that server is a bit niche , i figured i'd post it here too:
"this is gonna be really short but this goes out to my yomiel, evil sissel, or whatever you wanna call him. the one i kept going back to all these years, even when times were tough. i may have fallen for other guys in the past but nothing compares to you, my love. It feels like you were truly the one for me.
there's no Yomiel without BD - and there's no BD without Yomiel.I don't know if your creator [Shu Takumi] knows how much i love you - nay - adore you. you've taught me that regardless of my past i can change as a person, that you can lash out and regret what you've done. and most of all, to enjoy living. happy to feel things like joy or painim kinda just saying things now - but these 2-3 years meant a lot to me from when i was about 15. it feels like second - no - first nature to love a guy like you.you've made me feel whole - or rather like 2 wholes. because who would say no to two cakes 😋
anyways -this didn't really be as short as I'd thought it'd be but that's ok - i've been known as a wordy person, I have a lot of things to say that not even saying them outloud is enough.Thank you Yomi, for being my one and only. Perhaps one day I'll man up and tie the knot 💙❤️🖤🤍"
-BD
[03/21/2024]
after what seemed like forever, I'm happy to announce we finally got engaged/married - 4/24, my 19th birthday.we had cheesecake! it was.. filling to say- it was like a POUND it was that heavy. would eat again though!anyways - here's the art!
i want to thank everything in my life that lead me up to here - thank goodness for goodness